. . .

2011-03-08T14:55:00.001+08:00

be careful who you open up to. only a few people actually care, the rest are just curious.

2011-03-08T14:45:00.002+08:00

Rushed through the episodes like crazy for the past few days. Finally up to date. Seriously cant wait for the latest episodes to screen! <:

2011-03-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the things u want the most don't happen & what you least expect, happens.

2011-01-06T23:22:00.004+08:00

Jap buffet @ odeon towers was awesome!!!
Travelling in a mercz allow me to doze off anytime.
I had a great meal after like such a long time !
Btw, it was a shit crazy day at work.
Slow and lazy people I met freaks me seriously!!!
Eating practically kills all e awful feeling in me.

2011-01-04T15:05:00.003+08:00

My twenty in pyjamas. Thanks to this bunch of wonderful peeps, came knocking at my door at 11.30pm on the 28thDEC2010 and gave me a shock of my life. The clock strikes 12. Received wishes from them. The day was indeed memorable. Love +++

2011-01-04T01:03:00.002+08:00

New year resolution.

-Graduate
-Enrol for 2B license.
-Get a job so i can splurge on myself
-Further my studies
-Family to be healthy

2011-01-04T00:13:00.003+08:00

2010 was pretty kind to me.

-I attended school with lotsa love.
-I whine alot,but I love nursing.
-Got bonded with my missy friends.
-Realized that some friends need to be earn with cash, some are not.
-Passed my driving.
-Shared a closer bond with the family
-A year with Doug, still counting on...
-I cleared all my modules and is out for clinical attachments nw.
- went outta Singapore for a mini getaway with friends for the first time.
-Caught tons of movies!
-Tried buffalo wings, Spicccyyy
-Learnt to play guitarheros
-I play blackshot
-Bought an iphone4
-Learn to pay my own bills
-Started PRCP
-Learning to save moolahs.
-Had a surprise 20th birthday, i was seriously really surprised !!
-Spent my last day of 2010, with all the friends i love most.

2010-11-30T14:33:00.002+08:00

I regretted giving all that trust away. Crap indeed. Time to remove some people away.

2010-11-30T14:24:00.000+08:00

5 More solid days of freedom before i see myself lifting a foot into hell.

2010-10-06T12:48:00.004+08:00

IT'S SO FREAKING YELLOW.
The new baby bumble-bee cost a bomb, boyf is so in love with it and is giving it endless servicing since the day he bought it. Look, there goes all the savings! Gonna be thrifty and help save up the little bits along the way.

2010-09-29T21:35:00.001+08:00

W.T.F I'm so disappointed

2010-09-27T20:03:00.003+08:00

Spent the entire weekend with the most annoying bf,
2-zero months ♥

2010-09-27T19:52:00.002+08:00

lunch alone for the longest time...
i'm counting down 8 days till this job assignment ends
Friday, please come quickly.

2010-09-18T11:12:00.001+08:00

Fell in love with lady boss's audi the moment i sat in.
awesome seat

2010-09-16T20:41:00.001+08:00

It's getting cold in here
fever :(

2010-09-14T20:58:00.004+08:00

I dunno if i should feel angry, challenged, or rather insulted.
Please don't ever pin high hopes on me. I'm losing it.
There's a reason for every season, being a difficult person, through awkward situations ,having a weird love-life, I never really knew when the feeling was right. I wish there is a time whereby i knew how to make a feeling stop.

2010-09-13T20:31:00.001+08:00

After a while, you get sick of caring and you’re too hurt to fight. Because sometimes, no matter what you do, things won’t be alright.

2010-09-13T01:45:00.002+08:00

2010-09-13T01:31:00.003+08:00

yeah.

my whole world stops and stare for awhile in a quirky, confusing kind of way. Paused, cried and stare again. I was crushed.

2010-09-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it

2010-09-12T11:58:00.003+08:00

I figure out that i should actually go goggle some tips on hangover to get boyf going.

Drink plenty of water the next morning. This will help ease any symptoms of dehydration, which often goes hand in hand with a hangover.
Eat bland foods like toast and crackers. It's not to "absorb" the alcohol (which is what most people think). It's to boost your blood sugar
Have food or drinks that contain fructose to help you burn the alcohol faster
Avoid most painkillers (opps, i just gave him panadol :x)

2010-09-09T14:35:00.005+08:00

Peranakan Museum ; Penang

2009-08-23T03:10:00.001+08:00

running outta patience

subconscious stole it away

3:16 am

2009-08-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

Blogger is such a sting.
No pictures, very boring.
Pharmocology is finally over !
But, there is still...
Biology
Psychology
Adult nursing
I haven't been taking cab for a week,hoho
Yet, i'm only left with $7
I'm trying hard not to spend lately
OH-WELL-IT'S-FRIDAY
I miss boyf badly, come to me ♥

2009-08-20T14:37:00.000+08:00

This is really worrying.
Praying real hard that things will get better for you.
Recover fast, God bless.

2009-08-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

a daily routine

2009-08-08T11:52:00.001+08:00

& finally. .

2009-08-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

This day, Nurses Day.
I call this day, Dog day.
Commit a week over at the hospital and in which is inclusive of my saturday. Life is already very pathetic for a student and some asshole actually stole my mp3 ! Left my bag in the cupboard and foolishly forgotten to place the mp3 into my pocket before starting work at the work. when it was time for home, i came to realise that it was stolen. It's kinda like the favourite thing that i got from my parents, for a year it was by my side, now gone. arghhhh! How could such a thing happen? fuck you ( whoever took my stuff away w/o permission)
So are you telling me that it's time to get myself something new. grr, fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. ANGRY!

Anyway, was tagged a couple of times on fb with this personality quiz ''get to know youreself better''. like cool
Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2009-07-27T19:03:00.000+08:00

Nobody wants to be sick.

This is the day, in which i've gotten the worst consultation from XXX polyclinic. Never met such a doctor before, seriously ! Yes, whatever.. tachycardia & the giddy spells struck in midst of work. Initial plan was to just pop a panadol and continue with work as i've already had five days of sick leave the week before. I was feeling unwell, and the lecturer advised for a h1n1 screening in which she told me to have it done at the polyclinic instead of having it at the hospital. It was very nice of the her to get Aaron to accompany me to the doctor. Big thankyou Aaron. After i met the doctor, no screening was done and he just issued me the usual medications which i already had at home tgt with an mc. What a bitch!!! !@#^!%^ In conclusion, i would say it was a wasted trip down to the polyclinic and it totally defeated my purpose of visit. My parents are making huge mess with me having to take sick leave every now and then. They just don't understand. Now, i'm not even sure if i'm fit for work tomorrow. I hate having the heart racing so badly for time :(

2009-07-23T16:50:00.001+08:00

3 + 2 = 5days MC

The taste of those medicine suck big time!

-imissmyboyf

2009-07-23T00:24:00.007+08:00

Hello, modparade girl

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.
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Happy 19th birthday !

2009-07-22T14:30:00.004+08:00

Blogger is such a bitch, Argh!
Not long ago, we were supposed to take a group picture.
But we side-tracked.

2009-07-20T13:18:00.002+08:00

Wasted my trip down to hospital,
I got sent home.
& another three days MC
there goes my attachment, gosh!
OHFUCK

2009-07-18T16:02:00.002+08:00

ruk tur kon diow

2009-07-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

I'm spending this awful,boring night reading Straits Times Forum.

-The drama on NS life, it was kinda hilarious but some were disturbed by the excessive cursing and swearing by the officers at the recruits. It was looked upon as a profanity of the female genitals.
I found a short intro from youtube :

- Fighting H1N1 & Social responsibilities
You just couldn't agree less with putting on a mask when you feel unwell, so as the stubborn bacteria would not spread that easily. The virus would only become deadly if complications were faced, so ya..social responsibility is rather important !

- Feeding stray cats is as bad as littering
OK, i do agree with this ''Feeding strays is nothing more than leaving food on the ground outside your flat. It is similar to littering, which carries a fine of at least $500.''

I hate this day, or maybe the weeks ahead too
fuck.

2009-07-15T11:53:00.003+08:00

Nobody knew how much
i'm missing. . .

lelove

2009-07-15T11:22:00.002+08:00

OH FUCK. . . . .

why everyday seemed even longer than usual?
why am i feeling so fucking tired despite pacing with 8hours of sleep/day?
why is this sickening headache sticking to me for days?
why is the mood fluctuating non-stop?
why am i always spacing out in between conversation?
for a moment, i felt like a terrible person.
Sorry, this post suck.

2009-07-11T17:20:00.001+08:00

ฉันคิดถึงคุณ
kit tueng mak mak

2009-07-07T21:06:00.001+08:00

In my subconscious, totally got no idea why i bother mentioning - I need sleep. Time chose to leave so quickly causing the accumulation of anxiety in me.Still, i'm gonna give my bravest performance ever till the week ends.

2009-07-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

Instead of rushing our project, it was talk-a-lot & facebook farming session with the girls over at mai's place. hahaha!

2009-07-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

24 June 09

Dinnner @ East Coast

2009-07-01T23:53:00.002+08:00

Short getaway to Sentosa !

19 June 09

2009-06-26T14:49:00.002+08:00

Somehow..somewhere..somebody got himself inked.

Real quick & amazing.

R.I.P MJ

2009-06-24T11:52:00.003+08:00

That particular day, we went all the way to cine just to xchange that piece. It took us almost 1.5 hours before we set our asses at home. Thankyou girl.

PS. getoutofthewayyoumotherfuckingcheaplessbrainlesshussy.

2009-06-23T14:27:00.000+08:00

argh.

2009-06-15T17:08:00.003+08:00

A couple of pictures over the weekend. An experience on how the BFF drives. hahaha!
Movie : Ghost of the girlfriend past was kinda good.

Holidays officially commenced. Hope things goes as planned, a week for work and the other for fun&projects. Just came to realised that there are so many many projects to finish up before school reopens. okay girls, we gotta get our engine going if not eunice will get stressed up like mad !

To be apprehensive when it comes to saying about something. It turned out to be so comforting when your statement hits a consent , it's like how great minds think alike. HAHAHA! i had a great time gossiping with H. I couldn't agree less with what we were discussing about. It was fun & more fun, just chatting online.

2009-06-13T14:40:00.000+08:00

2009-06-10T16:49:00.003+08:00

Each night, I'm losing grip, never fail to cry & whine to all discontent. Gotta admit, I'm dog-tired.

2009-06-07T14:40:00.007+08:00

Caught Blood : the last vampire. It's like a Big [x] don't bother wasting your money on this show kay.

} Period & me

i lived with the pink pills.

& missed the party.

2009-06-07T13:18:00.002+08:00

Freja Beha Ericsen

“Is It better to be alone?”

2009-06-02T20:36:00.003+08:00

Not giving my a chance to fall, she was right there ♥

Happy 20th birthday Douglas Choo &

19th birthday Khairal Fazil !!!

2009-05-29T12:24:00.003+08:00

The inner crazy annoying feeling is killing me. But, I'm not supposed to interfere.

2009-05-24T12:53:00.002+08:00

I had a great time clicking and reading thru all my old post. [right-click, save as] A bundle of pictures which i'm gonna upload into facebook. A year ago, life was booming dramatic, it was a downfall beyond my control. sɔıʇıןod ʎןıɯɐɟ 'dıɥsuoıʇɐןǝɹ uǝʞoɹq 'spuǝıɹɟ,Mommy& daddylove & many more. Back then, it seemed like a perpetual struggle. It's time i shut myself up from all those bad dramas.

Facebook is the sex.
For mum, it's viwawa & sudoku. HAHAHA!

2009-05-24T12:33:00.002+08:00

please drool, to their cute faces & hot bods.

i love the show :D

2009-05-23T13:16:00.002+08:00

I've been entertaining myself for the past two hours because mydearestboyf refuses to wake up! Tugged under his blankey exclaiming : '' ten more minutes pls '' But you see, i-dunno-how-many-ten-mins-passed. I'm hungry and bored. I manage to figure out how to tune the channels for the teevee, hoho ! :On top of that, randomly reading all the post in ohsofickle.bs and you know wad !! i couldnt log into paulamatin's blog today, became private. I come online everyday just to read other interesting blogs, and always neglecting my homework :/
okay, i hope we'll be able to catch the movie DIVE!! today, it's like four stars rating okay ( cant wait ) !

2009-05-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

That thing called, money.
!@#!%@^#

2009-05-17T14:45:00.003+08:00

It's been more than a day without boyf ♥ ! He's so not gonna see this space. Still, i miss him crazy. My day at work was soooooooooo bad due to the existence of one irritating asshole & his friends, crap. But anyway, Met up with sister ming, chance & renjian after work. Off to this rich-like-hell guy named borris's place to pick him up ( i love the gates) but what left me dumbfounded was....He has a lift in his HOME ! fucking-hell. [JAWS DROP] Together, we set off for yummy delights at Ice cream chef over siglap rd. Chirpy and lame conversation ended my night with laughter. After that, collected my keyyss & went home to get my beauty sleep.

As for now...I need to finish my write up on catheterisation & gastrostomy feeding. WTH !

2009-05-15T12:52:00.005+08:00

Home after three.

For two days, i've been home after three in the morning. Sinus has been catching up with me following pain. MC is like something redundant, thus i attended school as usual. My memory is kinda bad lately, the more i should pen down every little of what i do and where i went. Euniceszxz says : no more late nights and sinus will be fine.

14may...
I had the urge for catch some visuals and i irritated boyf non stop. Somehow, all the dvd shopes were closed. therefore, we caught marley and me online. Halfway thru the movie, calls came...& we met up leeming, chance, joh & sebes for supper at geylang. Everything was fine except for the stoopid rain which got poor boyf and joh all wet.

15may..
School as usual. Went home and waited for ahboonda to pick me up. It took him onehour manzxzz! we went off to meet cousin & her friend and tamp for dinner, a mini shopping session for me at the same time. hahaha. Went to meet up with boyf, picked khairal up and off to terminal 3. Jalankayu for supper & lepak at yishun dam.

i'm off to school now. !

2009-05-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

SIGH SIGH SIGH...
OHSOFUCKING MOOOOOODY :(

No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial

2009-05-10T22:17:00.005+08:00

HAPPY MUMMY DAY.

This day, i met this babyboy devin tohnando.

To start off, the eyebags are caused by pretty four hours of sleep.

Devin is from indonesia, has a totally awesome outgoing nature, and he flooded me with his powerful malay language & teochew. Just like every other year, we celebrated granny's bday & mothers day at the same time over at her shop.

2009-05-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

7.may.09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST TINGFANG !

LOVEYOULOADS.

2009-05-06T14:44:00.002+08:00

3days of MC (not swine, idiots.)

Amazing how the girls could read the riot that is going on in my mind which i bet little could. It was a self inflicted coma, and so much for a pretence. Anyhow, i'm glad that i met such wonderful people on the way. Thanks gitalove !

2009-05-06T13:56:00.004+08:00

4th.May

@ Simpang bedok

1st.may

@ sengkang

Credits to Jean & camera.

2009-05-04T16:04:00.003+08:00

Expect the best, be prepared for the worst.

I went to bed earlier of all nights, but what i had was a fucking bad dream which woke me up leaving me dumbfounded. Other nights were the most common tachycardia. I'm having flu and the sickening period at the same time. I missed lab lesson today & i'm told to stay away from that place called...school. There is no choice for me to refuse, it feels hard. Now, i need to go get an mc.

Disappointment from a person you love is easily one of the worst things to go through. It’s forgivable when you care, and you can move on. When it repeatedly happens, a breaking point is reachable. It hits you with no amount of apology brings it back to being okay.Sometimes you’re not mad at the person at all. Sometimes, you’re just done.

2009-04-23T22:06:00.004+08:00

.... which led to zero expectations.

smiles, gazes, and silence

lock it, temporary over at livejournal.

bebacksoonn (:

2009-04-19T14:37:00.005+08:00

with only one common language

16/4

♥

& we sat on honda integra.

2009-03-31T18:20:00.005+08:00

Day 2 over at the hospital & i'm five minutes late today, it seemed like i almost got myself killed. My cranial nerves refuse to function as accordingly. Having a strong dislike of the environment this time round and cleaning of stool makes me sick. I dread for the coming eight more days. ( SAD )
Bro is back from beijing for a week now. And, he just realised i'm nineteen-to-be. Like hello!? my brother doesn't know how old am i when we are staying in the same house for the past...i dunno how many years. Anyhow, he left for a fourdaythreenight camp this morning. I'm gonna be so lonely in the house the next few days. I hate it, like totally !
Lately, i feel inferior, leading to this whirlpool of emotions i'm having now. The urge to rant badly, things are blinding me or rather nothing seemed to be able to satisfy me now. I reckon moodswings, but why? why. & why. Furthermore, i totally couldn't agree less with chichi and her favourite phrase '' i hate money ''.
Up to date, I almost spent all my money that were meant for my practicals. Thus, a delay. I know it's kinda horrifying due to the fact that i spend most of my moolahs on cabs. Why isn't there a type of cab/taxi-concession !? OKay, screw me. I'm an angry human today. Up-down-left-right. I hate your body clock. Now, make me insignifant and u'll be totally sinking down my sunshine. I've been typing whatever random thoughts i had on the way. Like you see, some days were good and today...bad !

2009-03-29T13:01:00.002+08:00

CARDS..SOBIGLIKE, THIS !
i had fun painting darling nails yesterday.

hate period

2009-03-27T12:13:00.004+08:00

HOW CAN GUYS PLAY L4D FOR SO MANY HOURS.! OMGZZXZ. those zombie gives me spins just after an hr alright. Caught some sleep and off to change those stubborn tires. It's my first time watching tires get changed, i'm so impressed k! Lunch-ed, and off to i-dunno-which-industrial-area to check out those neon lights. my first time playing with so many switches and lights, hoho & i think it's VERY COOL. Home, Had dinner. Played the zombie game. & I slept a fulfilling 16hours.

& everything feels wrong...

“Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness.”
-Bertrand Russell

2009-03-25T12:22:00.004+08:00

i work, i eat, i sleep, i chat & i love.Swapping identity,constantly. please applaud me! i'm still functioning normally though there's something missing. ( i can't shop )

Bye to rashes.Bye to polyclinic attachment.Bye to Sup paper.I think i just did ten or more quizzes on facebook.Now, I need Sleep. Boring, isn't it? I wanna be fat free.

Came to realise, Vday is an over-rated thing.
twomonthsold <3 !

2009-03-16T20:01:00.002+08:00

dedication
procastination
jumping into the crowd, barefoot
the definition?

& gawd,seriously hate the pain up the spine.

2009-03-11T14:58:00.003+08:00

ten-pointer cousin. lol

Sunday; impromtu swimming session (moon-tanning & gossips)
Monday; she came over to accompany me with teevee programmes.

Tuesday; we decided to head out of our comfort zone to town for shopping.
hours of walking till our feet ache, she got her loot and we headed home respectively. Back home, minutes after i'm done with dinner, dear boyfriend wants to head out for supper. Ample reason why fats attack me during the holidays.

Wednesday; she's going for bowling thus i'll be rotting alone till the timing for practical. i-dread-going-for-the-prac.

i'll update again once thursday comes...
13x

2009-03-06T13:26:00.005+08:00

i, failed.
but still.. we caught the slumdog millionaire.
bloody valentines was gruesome.

The blog is rotting, so am i. Another week before attachment starts. . .
Just had the leftover pumpkin rice for breakfast. The same tasteless one that mum made D and I force down our throat. Hokay, lindymaria gonna be in action; Gotta go pack the lappy + wine and deliver down the street, off to collect the medication. Then, meet Daniel & cousin for lunch.

DAMN CURIOUS ! I just read a tad bit about Jenna Chan. I've yet to see the nude peeks. Bet she's the hottest topics on forums & all over.

2009-02-26T14:31:00.002+08:00

Out of boredom.

Farris the gigi invited me for webcam.

Initially, i wrote gigi boleh. He corrected me. Thus the cancellation.

Next, i started drawing this ugly freak
purely pointing at the gigi only.
But, dear fren gave ideas to add on.
Thus, i did.

Showed daniel the freak i drew and greeted him.

No paper, no pen.
how?
The handphone was in action !
This act cute cushion !
haha.

Babi szes doesn't wan webcam.
She's off to be a babi.

an impromptu baking session at eunice's

24/2/09

With love, ♥
tenth

2009-02-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hi , my drug

The bumpy roller coaster ride of life that never ends, up and down, all around. Things & people change, life doesn't stop for anyone.Somethings are better left unsaid.

you live, you laugh, you love, you learn

I embrace this moment of truth (:

I shall briefly update this journal about my past one week. It all started on that fateful Valentines day. Now, i can cough-my-lungs-out anytime. Bacteria attacked, and i'm still in the verge of recovery. Anyhow, i had the best company that day! ♥

Valkyrie; I thought the show was awesome even though i did badly for my history back then, still could picture something out. Drool upon Tom Cruises old yet charming appearance. Anyway, those bruises of mine heal along that week. Exams ended & the holidays officially commenced! 9x

2009-02-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

>Chingay?

side track-ed

....

......

...........

..................

I did not fall.

Neither did i hit myself onto anything

I was peacefully sleeping..
& i woke up with this!

I SWEAR I'M FREAKED OUT OK.

2009-02-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

Lose your mind

Examzxzxzxss!
.
..
...
Hougang polyclinic,
TTSH.

2009-02-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year.

The usual people in the family.

HS 1090 is finally completed ! (:

2009-02-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

8/1/09

Happy 18th birthday to darling chichi.

love you babe!

27.12.08

the pretty, oh-so-sexy peeps

2009-01-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

Once again, two movies in one night. But this time, both were caught at cine. It's like soo unhealthy, pressure sores would have had attack us if we sat on the seats longer. Reunion dinner was steamboat once again, but it ended pretty by 6pm. Hectic visiting starts tommorow. I still don't feel the festive mood. oh well, happy lunar new year peeps.

2009-01-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

beauty queen Mariana Bridi

Mariana Bridi , a 20yearold brazilian model dies.

She contracted a seemingly ordinary urinary tract infection. The bacteria spread quickly through her body, proving to be extremely drug resistant. In a desperate bid to save her life, doctors amputated her hands and feet. But by Saturday she was dead.

She's such a beauty with a promising future. The point in which she was trading her striking good looks for a modeling career that promised to lift her family out of poverty. The culprit to her death ; the bacteria Pseudomonas aeruginosa, which is known to be drug resistant took her away. Still, it's a pity.

2009-01-24T14:11:00.000+08:00

Love.Hate.Sex.Lust

! yakuza moon.

hello,24Jan09

xoxo

2009-01-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong.

Bye, 9inches of those hair
:(

2009-01-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

Just like the sugarrrr, i get high over.
♥

a serious chapter unfolds.

This is the time within my reach, I don't wanna miss a thing

Lets just taste every single moment.

2009-01-16T12:38:00.000+08:00

// Random Post.
Just like any other day

Nurses can act kay !

w/ leonard.

Found some peeks from e phone !

2009-01-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

Just like a race in trying to make life feel better-

yes, still trying.

tooo bold at many chance.

sometimes i'll ponder, do i really need to go this far?

maybe i just need to.......

tape my mouth shut.

swallow my tongue.yes fuck

& continue lying to myself.

I hate to care. fuck

I hate the feeling of having sleepless night. fuck

Is ignorance bliss to you?

you've cut my throat deep

i cant scream to this nightmare u laid here

Now, run for your life [:

Life fucks everyone.Life fucks everyone.Life fucks everyone.

2009-01-08T02:34:00.000+08:00

perpetual struggle.
the rush for words, and the urge to make things right
finding every chance to perform but to no avail
sometimes, you call that phobia
sometimes, when you can tolerate no more
I wish to tango
but,
yes we are running from the truth.

2009-01-05T01:28:00.000+08:00

(( I know, it's Unfavorable))

It felt awesome
I spoke my mind
Still, a dilemma

2009-01-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

Upon bidding 2o08 goodbye,
Finally completed the disgusting & irritating 15o0words essay.

Hello, mess
& 20o9
kill my inner souls, it's tormenting.
hypnotized
I've just got to know

2008-12-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

- I dislike chirstmas.
- im finally, eighteen.
- still, in a state of shock

2008-12-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

Happy 8teen Fiona !

Fish&Co + Balcony

Fish&Co Lost w/o her geeky specs !

Fiona & Yiting

Joey & Szes

Lindy & Fiona

no.more.bangs
:(
all i want for Christmas... is you.

2008-12-22T01:19:00.000+08:00

First week of holidays flew off like the wind. I think my mind is floating on mars this very hour. felt an urge to burst out laughing and crying at the same time. The truth thats hanging on your tongue is boiling in my blood. I almost stopped breathing that very instance. Feels real tough? I tried to avoid, but now i'm missing like crazy, like how the lost lamb misses it's owner. Everyday, hoping things could be made easier, less complications, less chaotic life. I'm so lazy to explain everything in detail. I want to go on a date.

Somehow, everything was under control. I love company. Caught twilight again yesterday, with a different group of peeps. I spend 3/4 of the time in the cinema sleeping. I was really-so-tired. Absence of a buddy will lead to my closest gadget to be on silent the entire day. Well, i shall count down another five more days. Gita & buddy will be back by then. Gita Limbu, please fly back to singapore safely, hope u're doing well and enjoying the weather.

The camera flew to japan with my couzzie & is already back in singapore but i've yet to receive it. Thus, aku journal is like boring

2008-12-20T03:05:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i miss Gita Limbu. She all the way in Nepal spending her two weeks holiday there. Days were rather occupied and i simply love it. Shopping in mustafa on one of this fateful night to get our xmas gift. & i was like woah, mustafa is opened 24 hours ! Like oh boy, how i missed christmas gift xChange! It's so cool EK celebrated xmas. I like...

Yesterday was work. Ip Man. supper & home.
I've been taking supper for the whole week. How dangerous is it?
Body clock is screwed up once again.

19 Dec 08, 15:14shirg: contact me k? get my number frm yiting. heh
19 Dec 08, 15:14shirg: hey babe, hav u acted in a show abt a guy in prison? n u were actin as a la mei? i'm showin that show to my students tonight at 8pm in tamp. wana join us n watch? HAHA
Lindy: Replied you in msn, sorry cant make it (:

18 Dec 08, 12:23yiting: omg. whose vespa was it! so cute aye. lol.
Lindy: the stripy ones? i got the pic from online. aweseomly cute!

18 Dec 08, 12:16tiingfangg: the 3 movies u watched is really a must watch! LOL. good choice. movie marathon rocks!
Lindy: haha, i watched another movie! i thought it was nice too ! i cant wait to watch YESMAN.

18 Dec 08, 03:37kimlong: CAN CAN CAN.. no problem..
Lindy: hahaha. you cannot say no anway.

Should I bring him down should I scream and shout
Certain things, words just cant describe

2008-12-17T16:22:00.000+08:00

Last night,

funny.

First visit,

yishun dam.

I know my directions in singapore,

proud of me ?

♥ bitches & friends

2008-12-14T20:18:00.001+08:00

It's like a movie marathon?! Caught The Day The Earth Stood Still on this perfect evening of 13dec & Twilight at two.in.the.morning on 14dec.movie freak? *laughs*

Vampire Edward is darn handysome! *heart melts*

Earth & human

(predict end of the world?)

(!) Two weeks of holidays had finally commenced, yay!

(!) I want a boyfriend like Edward the vampie !

(!) I paused & think.

I realised..birds of the same feathers flock together. Have they ever thought of what their future would be like? ( fill in the blanks yourself )

2008-12-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hey, you puny little bitch

Keep your comments to yourself.

This is my life, why you bother? YOU HUSSY!

Go hide in a corner with yr boyf &stop reading my journal.

I'll tear your vagina apart if i have to.

2008-12-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

I-is-so-happy

I-sat-on-uber-cute-VESPA!

I know it looks as though I'm ready for war with that helmet. But it simply looks so...HAHAHA cute! OMG, I am so excited. It was a cool washy session, My first time seeing peeps wash their vehicles like 2am+ in the morning. I was almost useless so i took pictures and starting counting... there were seven bikes & two cars!! there were 3 vespas , fucking chio~ Well, I had a good attempt trying to wash yellow-yellow-dirty-fellow.

Very motivated;
I want to get bike license! (:

& Happy army-ing Kok

2008-12-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

Quite scary

It got me laughing through some parts of the movie like how i did when watching THE COFFIN.

Like, fucking fucking gross. I couldn't sleep that night :(

Great show, especially when you're catching it with your bitchest GF. haha!

Caught the 3.20am show this morning, KM 31.
A True Story about the Hell's highway.
I screamed !
I laughed !
& I nearly doze off

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TWILIGHT TO BE RELEASED !
my craziest buddy book this day, 18 dec for us to meet up for twilight.
& this meetup was planned almost a month ago. hoho.

i miss you you you & you.
okay, gotta get changed and meet dear eunice!

2008-12-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

I've been missing for days from this blog. For the only reason that.. I'm busy....Busy with school, tests and being sick. I realised i've gotten enough MC this semester. A little more effort needs to be put into my attendance yah-seee!! Thus, i'm refraining myself from getting more. At the same time, i'm sourcing for a life on this small island, named singapore. someone please do date me out, i promise not to faint ! i just love camera with little Megapixel, it gives me flawless skin for that moment..hahaha.

2008-11-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

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Leave me alone, ok? (:

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